Faint

Compared to my Mom, I'm a loser.
No, scratch that, compared to anyone, I'm a loser.
Right now, without a paying job,
living with my Mom in the middle of a crisis,
no source of income, no monetary contribution.
Not even a donation to those who need it.
All I can think about is myself,
and I feel awful.
I'm so unreliable.
When my Mom was my age,
she already has 3 kids, juggling family life
and working as a university professor teaching
40 or 50 students a day.
My friend graduated post grad
and in another month taking a board exam to be a broker
when she's already a full time architect with a family.
How do they manage all of it?
Help me, I feel small.